Almost all my outfit here are black, except the shirt and accessories. Well, actually I am in the mood of dark colors so I am wearing my black and gray with some gold accessories. For me, black and gray are my favorite colors, but recently I am into white color. My friend told me that if I wore black outfit, the picture would be much darker. hehehe.. Well, at least wearing white color isn't as hot as wearing black. So I rarely use black color in this endless summer now. =P
-Zara gray t.shirt; Body and Soul black dress; Charles&Keith Signature ankle boots; random accessories-
-Forever 21 bracelets and ring-
So here is the story behind my dark mood : *this will be very long .. =.=
Recently I am busy with job interview and test. Well, as you know, I've already got a job as an auditor, but still........ trying to free my self from that job. The job is like in my comfort zone which I could say that I am in the right path in my accountancy field. But there will be lots of overtime and something like that, that I figure it will be much of boring.
So when there was a call from another big company, I was quite happy, but quite shocked as well. Hahaha, it was like I was in a big fortune (Well, sometime I am not that confident person. I am from the best univ in Indonesia where all the smart students gather here. And I see lots of VERY smart people around that would piss me off). Anyway, I could go through until the final step which was yesterday. The job actually is marketing and I can say it's beyond my comfort zone. Somehow I like it, I like the job and everything. But, I keep thinking whether I can fit to the job well and whether I can get the job. Both things are really bother my mind. *sigh.
In the conclusion... I think God will show me the way. Hahaha, really. I am not that religious person, too lazy to go to the church, but I do believe He will give the best for me. So, if they reject me, then I know I'll become a good auditor. If they accept me, I'll do my best in marketing area. Well, thanks for reading the long post. A silly and unimportant thought from me. ;)